Saturday, August 7, 2010

Brown Dress Pretty Woman

And, how are you?

How often will I ask it? In my blog has long been nothing more updates.

A good sign? In meetings with acquaintances and friends I could be the question on mood killer. No one knows what to say on it. Course - I would go the same way. Christine also is mostly on my page that my stories are always very close with experienced and full of repetitions, of course, not particularly sharp. Also, I have no desire me more than necessary to deal with the matter.
usually my answer is then a " I'm fine." And most of that is true. So a good sign.

I am currently trying to contact with the mental illness to be kept as flat as possible. What it brings to me if I ever say I'm sick? Inevitably, the question of how long and follows on with what the outcome of this condition goes. A sleepless night is the result.

There was a try. A rather macabre experiment. People with cancer were given a drug. Some people actually got it the other not. The subjects who received the placebo were as interesting as often side effects such as nausea and hair loss.
That was also in other experiments. Who knew the side effects of the allegedly administered a drug, they usually got it.

What could be more than his body to support it, by believing firmly in the success of the therapy - indeed, is satisfied?
That is not always easy. Every now and zwackt
tweaks here and there. Must also be a tumor the same? In the past it has also from time to tweak.
Now and then I have a headache. So what! I had previously already.
Some days, some joints ache and swell. Even I know that already long enough. At 18 I was therefore hospitalized for treatment, so strong was this
With the exception of pain, as this was the tumor behind the eye, I can not deny the question of fact. Still keeps coming back from doctors, the question then. Should I be so worried? I do it as always. Some time ago there was a saying in Hesse, which was used constantly, "Come let Dubb, leave, continuing to shoot."

The chemo, I get the time, seems NO! works well. I can find no tumor growth. Therefore, they will be continued further.

So I hangel me from a follow-up study to another. Every three months the tension before the meeting with the oncologist. I want to enjoy the time in between. Without distraction - that would be nice.
Get only the side effects of chemo I am always on the carpet. Three or four days I have to breathe again, the increased digestion and the belly is distended and suppressed. Then I begin to feel cold despite the pleasant temperatures. A few hours later my back is hot and I had temperatures around 39 ° C. The next morning the mystery is over for the evening start again. After three days, everything is normal. In such times it is
my hardest to keep away unpleasant thoughts.

My last chemo I was given three days ago.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

My Period Is Real Bloody

taxi ride of horror


For some trips to the hospital to take it more useful by taxi. Some of these trips I also had the feeling that they take me to the hospital faster than desired. may

In my neighborhood there are apparently only one taxi company to settle with the insurance company. Or the cashier told me that only called, because the access is cheaper then. I'll be there time after hook, and remove the taxi company.

Except for the chief himself and another driver, all others are long retired.
the bird launches a 70-year old to me recently even announced proudly that it has received renewed its special permit for a further 5 years. The examiner could probably only after the ride no longer resist.

for taxi drivers appear that certain basic rules exist.
such as:
  1. Why settle for a lane, when the whole street is available?
  2. The closer I approached the vehicle in front skid, the more I consume less diesel in its slipstream.
  3. The horn is used to communicate with the outside world since.
  4. The flashing also. Precondition, however, rule 2 is not taken too well as you should already see the lights in the rear-mirror.
My 70-year old taxi driver has been hammered into the rules for 30 years.
knows the 30 years I because she confessed to me with the last trip that they are for all the money which she spent in time for parking tickets, could afford a cruise.
On this trip, they flashed the way, too.
you could have been elsewhere or even photographed. But we came forward with a previously flasher. This warning method, they took over the next few kilometers, but extended it with wild gesticulations further. Although I do not know if everyone has understood the hand signal. As her head was directly behind the waving hand, it looked to me for more than they would confirm that the oncoming one roof damage.

And then the talks.
45 minutes taxi ride can call without any are already empty. But I need to know which diseases had all the neighbors, even though he is a fine man so, who never open the shutters and the streets all around regularly, but has a new car every two years, which is always the same color have as his wife finds so beautiful since she Mallorca so one has seen where they even long gone and was necessarily want to go because the food there that great taste and the seafood is much cheaper anyway than here in Germany. ...?

I would it even better if they a little more focus on driving would. can
I think it's horrible when you like a pigeon is sitting in the car and constantly nods her head, just because they do not keep still on her foot pedal. Now I know where my herniated disc is in the cervical spine ago.

any case I fall asleep while driving is not. The well-measured scares me to keep awake.
Finally, I have a few sketches of it. I hope the pictures are self explanatory ;-)